Therapy,
mentality,
softly,
softly,
please,
please will you listen to me,
please will you listen to me,
for I have voices in my head, and I am at my wits end,
and I have been driven up the wall,
I have been driven crazy,
and I am not who I used to be,
I am not who I used to be,
no, I am more than me,
I am more than one person you see,
and my thoughts,
they seem to have a mind of their own,
in a schizophrenic way,
disturbingly and regularly feasting upon my sanity,
disturbingly feasting upon my sanity as I sit,
rocking back and forth,
as I sit not able to be me, no, not able to be me,
but still trying to see the wood for the trees,
but I cannot see,
I cannot see and oh how this schizophrenic disturbance,
it ravages my brain and my sanity,
for I am disturbed you see,
I am mentally disturbed,
and I have such intrusive thoughts,
and people oh how they disturb me,
people they constantly disturb me,
and they do not understand me,
and they belittle me,
and they look down their noses at me,
and they are so cruel to me, so cruel,
and I wish that they would leave me be,
I wish that they would leave me be,
I wish that they would stop disturbing my mental health,
I wish these voices inside my head would leave me be,
I wish these voices inside my head would leave me be,
for I wish from them to be set free,
I wish not to be disturbed,
but here I am being driven up the wall,
here I am rocking back and forth,
rocking back and forth with anxiety,
and here I am mentally disturbed,
darting this way and that in my jagged thoughts,
with my eyes looking rapidly around the room,
roaming wildly,
and look, here I am with the marks upon my wrists,
more than last time you see,
more than last time you see,
and here I am before you,
but please do not pity me,
but please do listen to me
please will you listen to me, for I am at my wits end,
and I have been driven up the wall by these voices,
and by other people who do not understand me,
so, please, please will you listen to me,
for I am not who I used to be,
I am not who I used to be,
and my thoughts they seem to have a mind of their own,
in a schizophrenic way,
disturbingly feasting upon my sanity,
disturbingly feasting upon my sanity,
as I sit rocking back and forth,
trying to be me,
trying to see the wood for the trees,
yes, me,
and me,
me with my mental health problems,
me with my mental health problems,
wanting to get better,
but unable to get better,
and being driven out of my mind,
being driven crazy,
being driven into insanity,
so, please help,
please help me.
Therapy, mentality,
softly, softly,
please, be gentle with me, be gentle,
for I need therapy,
I need therapy for my schizophrenia,
I need therapy for my intrusive thoughts and my CPTSD,
yes, I need therapy,
because I am mental you see,
so, please be gentle with me, and softly, softly,
please, please, please help me!!