You stare into the sun,
you watch the rain,
you watch the snowflakes fall,
you become mesmerised and you stare into the distance,
you with your gloom, your numbness and your pain,
you let the tears fall, but you grit your teeth,
and you do not complain,
and you stare into the sun, and you watch the rain,
and you watch the snowflakes,
you watch the snowflakes fall again and again,
and you watch them in their quiet refrain,
and you stare into the sun,
already blinded by a broken heart, and the hurt and the pain,
and you watch the snowflakes over and over again,
and as you do you go through your thoughts,
of lost love in a masochistic way,
and how great is the pain that you feel,
and how intense it is,
as you in your agony wish for better days,
but you seem to be stuck upon your agony,
and seem to be continually,
smashing yourself against the rocks over and over again,
and you do not seem to know any other way to deal with it,
other than facing it every single day,
and as you stare into the sun,
and you watch the icy rain, and the snowflakes fall,
nothing ever does change,
and you act as if your last love was truly your last,
and you act as if your life is over,
and you act,
you act as if nothing will ever be the same,
and you are prepared,
prepared to sit in the flames of hell,
until your life ends,
but what a terrible mistake,
and what a terrible shame,
a tragedy,
a horrible malady,
but I hope that you will change your mind,
rather than sitting in agony forever,
because being unhappy eternally,
and not caring about life would be a terrible mistake,
but I do not know,
what the chances of you changing your life are,
and I hate to see you throw your life away,
but unfortunately,
you seem so determined,
to sit in the flames of hell until the end,
but I hope for your sake that you have a change of heart,
and I hope that you can find the courage,
and the bravery,
to pull yourself out of the funk,
but you are the only one in control,
control of your own destiny,
and whatever it is,
you truly seem determined,
determined to make your life a misery,
and seem to enjoy, being able to continually complain.
