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You lived

You live no more for you have left the eternal shore, you live no more and what for, what for, of that I am not sure, because I never got to talk to you before, before you made that fateful decision, that fateful decision to kill yourself, and that fateful decision will echo like earthquakes, […]

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You lay there

You lay there with such content, you lay there with a starry head, you lay there in your slumber, you lay there so dreamily, and I watch you so beautiful before me, and I watch you smiling, and I wonder what you are dreaming of, far away from the night and reality, and I lie […]

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You killed yourself

You killed yourself inside, you killed yourself inside, you cut out your heart to numb the pain, to stop the tears in their never-ending refrain, you killed yourself inside, you killed yourself inside, you cut out your heart to numb the pain, you killed yourself, to stop the tears in their never-ending refrain, and you […]

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You hold out your hand

Sat here in a bar, some expensive bar, sat here in a bar out of curiosity, because I just fancied a change, and I thought I would sit in elegance for a while, instead of amongst the alcoholics in a pub, and amongst the deranged, and how good it is to have a change, and […]

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You had

You had an inkling, you had a feeling, you had a feeling that it would be the same, you had clouds, you had clouds in your brain. You had a dream, but you couldn't see, and you wanted to see clearly but love, a fractured love had interfered with your memory, and your heart was […]

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You favoured the brave

In World War one you favoured the brave, then often they ran away, and you criticised them before listening, to what they had to say. Yes, you favoured the brave, but they were educated, and you could not understand them, for being conscientious objectors, because it was cowardice to you, but them saving their own […]

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You failed

Man, in a bathroom in front of the mirror, looking at himself whilst he combs his hair, he thinks he looks good, in his intoxicated state and with his inebriated stare, you failed, you failed again, you godamn drunk, you are beyond the pale, oh, what a hero, what a hero and so derailed, derailed […]

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You drove

You drove your car through a wall, you drove your car through a wall, and you stuck a picture of God on the front, and you drove into a religious centre, and they were not impressed at all, and you thought they would be, because he had not appeared for thousands of years, and you […]

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You danced

Fred Astaire, in your heart, you danced, you danced with a piano, you danced over the tables, you danced upon the chairs. You danced on the dancefloor, you let down your hair. You danced with a piano, you danced over the tables, and you danced upon the chairs. You danced on the dancefloor, and you […]

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You come to me

Over the horizon you come to me, over the horizon I see you, I see you as if in a dream, I see you come out of the mirage, I see you in your beauty, with your hair blowing in the breeze, I see you, I see your smile, I see the radiance of your […]

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