I find,
I find my heart at times,
I find it wandering here and there,
and everywhere,
and looking for a heart and a mind,
that are compatible with my own,
and looking for a place for my heart to call home,
because for me it is not better being alone,
and I have no wish to be alone wherever I roam,
for I am not truly me on my own,
and I do not live as fully as I should alone,
or feel as much as I should,
when I am in an enforced soliloquy,
forced upon me by chance,
and by fate that does not to my heart relate,
no,
no,
I do not wish to be alone,
because on my own I am partly lost,
and do not know the direction in which I should go,
and yes, it seems unnatural to me,
that I should be on my own,
and I find,
I find my heart at times,
I find it wandering here and there and everywhere,
looking for a place to call home,
and I am not truly happy,
and I am not fully me alone,
and there is such dullness without love,
and I am not egotistical,
and I have no wish to only love me, me, me at all,
yes, because how boring that would be,
and how selfish of me,
so, please, fate and chance,
please, bring me someone to love,
so, I can be fully me and so that I can truly be happy,
yes, because finding love is what I need,
and when I do,
when I do how big a smile on my face there will be,
and how much happiness there will be in my heart,
for how glorious love is and the magic of love,
and how beautiful life is when two are in love,
and love,
how beautifully it reflects in the eyes,
and, love,
what a wonder it is,
and such a glorious work of art,
that plays upon the strings of the heart,
for from out of nowhere it comes,
and how it shines upon you,
and inside you so warmly as if the sun,
so, please, fate and chance,
let there be no total soliloquy for me,
but instead, let there be love,
yes, let there be a true love for me,
please, please, I beg of thee, let love find me,
and let there be love inside my heart,
and let me be as happy as can be.