If I was a weaker man, I would be half the man that I am,
for society, it cuts you into pieces so easily,
and it shatters your heart, and it tears you apart,
and it befuddles your brain far too regularly,
and it is a shame such pain, such pain that ravages the brain,
for it throws you into confusion incessantly,
and it is miraculously, always finding new ways,
new ways to disrupt your life, society,
and how often it makes a mess,
even if you are the most organised person,
because it seems to have the ability, the ability,
to throw you into chaos at any moment,
and attack your mental health far too regularly.
Now, if I was a weaker man,
I would be half the man, that I am,
and I would be suicidal by lunchtime most days,
but luckily, a weak man is not me.
I am walking
I am walking to nowhere,
walking to absolutely nowhere at all.
But I am walking somewhere, but to where I go,
I do not know, and I am not worried at all.
Out in the sun, the rain, and the snow,
and no, it does not matter, it does not matter where I go,
but all that matters is that I am relaxed and happy,
and have calm, peace, and tranquillity,
because finding peace,
is like finding a needle in a haystack these days,
and it is almost an impossible mission,
an impossible mission that we are unable to fulfil,
and I am walking,
and feeling good out in the middle of nowhere,
and step by step, the calmer I get,
and as the endorphins are produced in my body,
how great I feel,
and I wish that I could feel like this always,
and it is a shame that it is not always possible,
because to me life should be not wasted as it is so often,
and it is a gift, a blessed thing,
and I, when I am out walking, I feel ten feet tall,
and when I am in the mundanity of life,
I feel very small, and I feel ground down by it all,
so, ground down, and life seems meaningless,
and that is not the way that it should be at all,
and I am relieved to be walking to nowhere,
absolutely nowhere at all.
