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I beg to differ

I beg to differ about your desires, they seem insane to me, oh, this incessant need, for you to be a star, to be not who you are, by creating false realities, wouldn't you rather be successful, by being you and being talented, rather than being a rent a gob, because what is the point, […]

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I await

In heaven I wait, as the angels stand either side of heavens gates, and I pound and I pound, but I am not heard, I am not heard in heaven today, and so, I turn to the angels, and, no one will let me in, no, not even they, as they do not have the […]

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I am

I am, I am all that I can be for I have no choice you see, because I am me, I am me and life is a continual improvement, so, do not worry about where you are, do not worry at all, for life is far easier that way, because you are where you are, […]

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I am tired

I am tired, tired of your lies, tired of your cries, tired of your fake misery, tired of your me, me, me. Tired of you, for you frustrate me, and irritate me and it is not how it should be, for you deliberately set out to annoy me, and cause me misery and how ugly […]

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I Am on the way

I am on the way, to who knows where, no, I do not give a damn, and I do not care, yes, I am on the way to who knows where, master of my own destiny, with despair not the master of me, but free choice, and in it, it is much better for me, […]

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I am off

I am off to fight an army, I am off to fight, I am off to fight an army of me, I am off to wage a war, I am off to wage a war upon my own body, I am off to leave sobriety behind, I am off to drink and to stumble and […]

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I am of discontent

I am of discontent, and working all hours, and I barely have any time for fun, and I am worn out and exhausted, and tired and weary, and the money is always spent, and my health always suffers, and I wish to repent, I wish to repent my stupidity at something, Something that I should […]

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I am nowhere

I am nowhere to be seen, I am nowhere to be seen with my eyes closed, in the fields of green, and by the streams with the sunlight beaming down on me, oh, what a pleasure it is to be lost in the mind, and what calmness there is in me, away from the distractions […]

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I am not going

I am not going to be here for long, for I have far too little time, and you have done me wrong, no, I am not here for long, and yes, soon I will be gone, gone into the setting sun, for your love was all wrong, and though I do not have enough time, […]

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I Am not all

In me, in myself, I am not all, I am not all that bad, and I am not all that happy, and I am not all that glad, and I am not at all terribly sure, and I am not wishing, for anything in particular, not wishing for anything in particular at all, but I […]

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