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I sit on the beach

I sit on the beach, staring out to sea in a pensive mood, as the waves rise high and they crash down, and my thoughts, they float and fly, here and there and are not always so free, and sometimes captured by a moment of pain, a moment of indecisiveness, a moment of me, as […]

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I sit here inspired

I sit here inspired, inspired but slightly tired, I sit here and I think of the year, and of what I admired, and I find inspiration for next year, is already forming in my mind, and I find solitude in the closure of time, and I find a peace, knowing that you are at rest, […]

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I sit alone

Covid 19, I sit alone waiting for this virus to spread across the world. I sit alone self-isolating wondering, how long it will be, before the human race is erased from humanity, and I sit alone, and I cross my fingers and what will be will be, but are we not a virus too, a […]

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I see

Another war, another story on TV, another life lost, another tragedy. I see a bullet, I see a missile, I see a bomb, I see a gun, I see you, I see you, and I wish you to run, yes, I see a bullet, and I see a gun. I see you turning, then a […]

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I see you

I see you, I see you the lonely, the sad, the bad, the mad, the happy, the glad. I see you, the discontented, the notoriously bad. I see you when I walk through town, I see you the serious. I see the jokers and the clown. I see you all. I see humanity in its […]

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I say goodbye

I say goodbye, I say goodbye whenever, whenever I feel a tear in my eye, and in the moments before, we are likely to argue and fight, I say goodbye, and I head out across the street rather than argue, leaving home rapidly in the blink of an eye, yes, I say goodbye, I say […]

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I saw you at the start

Of drugs and into that world you fell, and alas I knew you once, but you had changed, you had changed from the person you were, to an unpredictable person, a person that I did not know very well at all, and I saw you at the start, on the path to destruction, I saw […]

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I saw a leaf

I saw a leaf, I saw a tree, and yes, both are part of me. I saw a wood, and I saw a forest, and yes, they too are part of me, and also, I looked in the river, and I looked in the lake and I saw a reflection of me, yes, I saw […]

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I sacrificed you

I sacrificed you for my sanity, I sacrificed you, for you only brought me insanity, and depravity, and it was no good it is true, and it was no good because you only made me ill, and our relationship was one sided, and you never stood still, and there was such anger in you, such […]

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I prayed

I prayed for you, the lost, the victims, the tortured, the murdered, the oppressed, the persecuted, the worn out and the weary, and the depressed, yes, I prayed for you, I prayed for you to be blessed, and it is with a heavy heart, that I await God to come and do his thing, and […]

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