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Ripped out

Ripped out, kicked out of your house again, and as you were so tipped down the rain, and you found somewhere to shelter inside a coffee shop, and you bought a coffee, and stared numbly into it, and ran your finger around the rim and felt lost, felt lost and as empty and as bleak […]

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Ride out the storm

Ride out the storm, ride out the storm, that whips through your heart, ride out the savagery, that pervades you and that tears you apart, ride out the thoughts, that will make you turn from your path, ride out people’s negativity, that clambers to get into your mind, and into your heart, for you are […]

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Rewind

Rewind, cast your mind back, remember your first love, and what of them, what of them do you remember, in the hazy distance that is so far back, such simplicity and gentility, such tender kisses under the cherry tree, there in the summer sun, with a heart beating so rapidly, in the embrace of a […]

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Revolution

You go around, you go around again, you go around again you and your friends, and you talk and you talk, about the same subjects again and again, the same major world problems, and you are full of hot air, but you solve nothing in the end, and you go around, you go around again […]

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Reviving this life

Reviving this life, would have been pointless, for it is not the same, reviving this life would be a terrible shame, and reviving this life would be insane, for nothing around here does ever change, and all my things are in boxes, and I am glad to be moving far away, because my life here […]

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Revelation

Revelation, epiphany, the first feelings of love, blooming like a flower inside of me, feelings of love as warm as the sun that set me free, feelings of love, that bring me out of my soliloquy, the loss of me, the beginnings of we, the early stages of love, a joyful epiphany, the beginning of […]

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Returning

Returning home, returning home alone, returning home after another day of work, with not a lot to write home about, an empty day, the usual grind, dull of heart and dull of mind, returning home, thinking about life, and the over complexities of it all, struggling, struggling the whole day through, and not feeling good […]

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Returned

Returned to once where you knew. Returned in a coffin. Returned into the Earth, returned to the place of your birth, returned to where we now mourn you, yes, upon this day under the sunshine, and the clouds, and under the trees where your gravestone lies, such a dismal day as always, and with such […]

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Return

Return, return to what you know, return to you, and do not bury yourself in the winter snows, and do not suffocate amongst the cold of the loneliness, that you will only otherwise come to know, in the isolation that you have come to know, for what is there in the blankness, and in the […]

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Return #2

You returned and I was surprised, I was surprised to see the look in your eyes, because I thought that you were gone forever, and that was no lie, no lie, and you threw your arms around me, and you began to cry, and I had mixed emotions about you, for you had left with […]

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