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Fail to understand

You fail to understand daily, you fail to understand. You fail to see but you do not listen as best you could, and you do not take enough time, and you do not take enough time, and you do not have enough patience, and it is anathema to me, and I cannot get past your […]

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Fading out, fading in

He's fading out, he's fading in, his minds a mess, he's unconscious, he's slovenly, he's upon the sofa, with a grin, throwing bottles at the television, the same old terrible programs on again, yes, he's in there, and maybe, maybe you will get more sense from him, because he's your friend, and I am just […]

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Fading away

Fading away, fading away, with not much to say, fading away on your dying day, fading away, with your loved ones all around, fading away with tears and smiles, and with all the emotions to be found, and as you sit around your loved one’s bed, and you sit there looking at the one you […]

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Fade

Fade out. Fade in, flickering’s of consciousness, a smile, a frown, happiness and sadness, eyes blinking, in the crowd, eyes blinking, and looking all around, people moving slowly, slowly, in a kind of beauty, a kind of beauty, that drunkenness allows. Fade out, fade in, flickering’s of consciousness, a smile, a frown, reflections and thoughts, […]

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Eyes

Eyes, eyes everywhere and smiles, legs like a million miles, your hair in ringlets, standing there looking pretty in your designer dress, upon the red carpet, promoting a movie, a crowd full of the happy faces of fans and the press, and questions, answers, and conversations, and publicity, and lots of false realities, and things […]

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Eyelashes

Eyelashes, flutter, flutter, flutter, in slow motion and my heart, it leaps, at the beauty before me, and I am lost for words, and I stutter, I stutter, wanting to speak, but slowly my words come out, and I crumble before your beauty, that rouses my heart to leap, to leap with such joy that […]

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Exit

We exit the bar loudly and drunkenly, and drunk as skunks, drunk in the night, the night, that you set fire to it, the night that you set fire to my heart, and how I am loving every bit, every bit, and how we smile as we stumble down the street drunkenly, with you on […]

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Exile

He exiled himself on the 3.30pm train, he exiled himself to Spain. He sat on the beaches far out of the reaches of his family, who did not understand him or his brain. Yes, he exiled himself on the 3.30pm train, he exiled himself to Spain, to get away from the local drug dealers, who […]

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Exhile

Modern life is filled with stress, so, exile from here, and clear your mind, and take some time, take some time, and smell the flowers in the summertime. And take a walk in the fields, and see the beauty, and unwind, and exile, exile a little while, and clear your mind, and enjoy the greenery, […]

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Excluded by God

Excluded by God, excluded by God from chance, or so it seems as if God never lets me win, and I feel as If I am second class, and God, yes, I know you roll the dice, but it seems just a little one sided, so, please God, won't you just give me one chance, […]

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